Dream III

What’s it? Is it hair you draw? I saw a fishtail, and it was moving… The story was beginning from this image.

We married with the friends and parents blessing. Unfortunately, I got a strange ill after few years later.

And it is hard to cure. The doctors have no ideas about this kind of diseased. Then you tell that you want to take me to your hometown in order to find the medicine if it has. Suddenly, you brought me into the ocean when I realize that I stop breathing in natural. You asked me to breathe without worried. Unbelievable, I can breathe in the water. I just wonder that I became a fish or something. The feeling is so strange. And then we slept in a hole that located in the deep of the ocean. I was scaring that a human skeleton which slept beside me when I woke up. What’s matter?? Where are you? I called your name. But you disappeared without any traces. And then my body was cured without pain.

I woke up. It’s a dream. You’re still sleeping next to me. Do you have a dream now? And what’s your dream? Anyway, thanks God that you still here.

Strange.

You wore a pair of checker pants and a coat. And you walked on the road where is near my apartment.

I got your calling that asked me down the stair. I wore a T-shirt and a pair of jeans, and ran to the road. The wind was swept my face coolly when I looked at you.

The stores were closed and few people on this road. It seems only us here. You lead me into an alley, and tell me to be carefully. As you can see, some questions in my mind. Where you want me to go with you? You keep walking and silent. Thirty minutes more or less has past.

I saw a pub that stayed at the side of the alley. You want to stay there for couple of hour. “No problem”, I said. You ordered a cup of beer and a plate of peanut. And you said that I have to get up now. Dream again… uh-huh

Fly!

I made some dreams when I was slept deeply. And the dream that I remember is of I fly. In the dream, I can across the river, through the forest, run on the road, jump to the hill, and sometimes I stand on the top of a tree. I just open my arms and fly in the sky. And then I fallen from the top of the tree to the ground. I realize that I opened my eyes when I have shaken in this fancy. I enjoy this kind of feeling even I know that it's only a dream. I will run some steps in order to help to fly into sky; and sometimes, I felt tired after flied in the sleep. I even doubt that I am a bird. I was dropped again last night, but I dropped from a balcony. I can't remember whose house. I know I was dropped from the second this time. It's not hurt, but I just woke up scarely.
Did you make this kind of dream before? Share your experience.
People said that I might need the fresh air; or leave this city to take a relax. So I made this kind of dream. Do you think it's real? Someone said you just dream when you want to be. Is it true?

Library in Sanshan

I found a library where located in Giankuo and Minchun road in Taipei city. And it's located at B1 of Sunshan building. This library has five tables and twenty chairs. You can see the books about delicious foods here, and you also can find the videos besides books there. But you can't lent the books out due to their rules. They have free coffee and tea, and you just pay them how much you want to pay. You can also check the information you need by their computer system, or use their copy machine by copy card which cost NT one dollar per piece of paper.

Because it's hard to find a quiet place to read your text book for the test in Taipei, and that's why I introduce this place to you. But they only open for the working time from Mon to Fri and from nine am to 5pm. Therefore, I always have a annual to read the text book there. And I can't find any one in this library besides the reception.

Please feel free to go to this place for reading. By the way, in case you feel hungry, they also have "Dunkin Donuts" at lobby. You can buy a donuts if you want. :D

Bless my friend!

I have a friend who has a part-time job in a kindergarten in Taoyuan. Her age, 34, is same as me. Her hope is having her own baby. Unfortunately, she or her husband can't have a baby smoothly even they have tried many ways in order to do the pregnancy. But we never hear any good news from her. We usually avoid to talk about this kind of problem because we afraid that she will feel sad except she mentioned it. But the problems still here and never disappear.

I received a letter that wrote by hand from this friend last year. It mentioned that she had twins this time at beginning. But she lost these two babies due to the uterus problem. I cried because of this bad news. She didn't remember how many needles or drugs for the pregnancy this time. She also said that her husband was cried outside because of that he did not want my friend to know about his emotion at this hard time. What a bad news for this couple.

Then, my friend try to contact with Tzuchi which a group of Buddhism, and she wants to do some good things with them. I don't know if she has any intention for this action. But my other friends who know her as well don't understand why she made this choice that join to Tzuchi group. Could she find her hope there? We wonder! Anyway, good luck.

Watch me, I am seeking the number one.

It's so nervous of race. My boy stood at the line on the runway and ready to run. And I can see his eyes are looking for me. It's my first time to join the race with him. I can realize that how much he want me to see him when he was run at the racing. Six children were standing on this line and waiting the sound of gun. It caused me to has a memory when I was a child. I did the same thing at that time. And you can not find anything in my brain except seeking the number one. The gun was shooting. Those boys were running in the same time. My boy was seen a boy who ran beside him when he is running. I deem that he doesn't know he might lose this race if he still look at him. I shut at him that "Look ahead" & "G0! Go! Go!" It's like I am on the runway. The feeling is so special that I am Gary, my son, during this period.

Yes, he won the race and got a present. At the same time, he is looking for me, and he said did you see it? I sought the number! I sought the number! He repeated.

Of course, I saw it from the beginning to the end, my dear. Congratulations, I added.

I am so glad that I am here to join the race with you, my dear son. I spoke these words in my deeply mind.

A sport meet!

PAPA! Wake up! Wake up! My son called me anxiously and loudly at six o'clock. The sport meet will be held at seven. We have to prepare and go to school right now. I opened my eyes and beg him to give me more five minutes. How come the school hold a sport meet so early I condemned in my mind. "Dady...." said by my son. "Okay!! I got up already. I murmured to give him a respond. Why you never get up on time when you have to go to school every day? The sound like I bark at him. I helped him to brush his teeth, and asked him to wash his face by himself. Few minutes later, we went to have breakfast in his mother's work place. His mother asked him what number you want to secure at the running race this time. "Number two" I replied to his mother before he say anything. But he said he will get the number one as usual. I just afraid that he said this kind of words because of the pressure in his mind. But I am still glad that he has this kind of indomitable attitude. Another hand, that I am worried his this kind of attitude will hurt him as well.

Anyway, I love you. I am proud to be your father forever, my son.

Dream II

It's raining outside, and you just stand behind my office without an umbrella. I called your name loudly, but you don't seem to listen my voice. I wonder what's happened with you, and then you ran away. The strange thing is that I didn't chase you this time. And you didn't turn your head as well. Just ran and ran... Then, I woke up to pee.
Unbelievable, the dream was continued when I fell into sleep. You has gone to a house which made by wooden with me. The house has two windows where stayed at right and left side. It's dark outside. You turned on the light and said nothing until you found a comfortable sofa where in the middle of living room. You asked me something, but I can't remember when I woke up.
What you said to me? How come I can't remember it anymore? Oh my.
It's not easy to write the dream because it's not a complete story. But I will try to write down eveything I can remember.

Dream!

I walked on the beach, but I can't see the ocean. I dare not wake up for fear that you leave me away. Unfortunately, I only can see you in the dream. The lines of your face is not clear even I try my best to want to see you clearance. But nothing is changed. Your face is blurred as usual. You ask me where you want to go. "Nowhere" was spoken from my mouth without considering. Lightly smile was swept from your face and stayed in my mind. I don't know what's your meaning. But I don't mind because I never own you anymore. Suddenly, the scene was changed to another place where seems your home. I kissed your neck smoothly, and you gave me a smile again. I wonder why you don't say anything to me? Or we don't have any common sentences? We have stood for a while, and you have realized that I just want to disappear from your eyes as soon as I can. You said that hurry up leave me along so that you have a world that you want to have. Tears dropped and dropped, and it seems never stop.

Yes, I afraid your tears.

No, I woke up. I lose you again...

The dream is so strange, you are so strange, but am I usual?

Mercy Killing

Do you agree "Mercy Killing"? The actress has gotten breast cancer when she was thirty one years old. She went through eighteen times to the chemotherapy. And she also cut her right breast during the course of treatment. She felt so sad due to that she doesn't be a woman anymore when her breast disappear. Sadly, her husband has secured other women for his own sensuality. She want to divorce when she discovered her husband was having extramarital relations. She lost her life anymore, and her ill condition became bad and bad. But her husband try his best to convince her to keep this marriage and he will give up this relation with that woman. Six months later, her ill was controlled very well. And the doctor can't find any tumor in her breast. She is very happy because she can leave this kind of live anymore. But the situation was changed when she enjoy her new life. The doctor found the cancer was shifted to her liver. And she only has three months to live...

Uh-huh, she said that it's a good new which known when she will pass away. She can't control her dropping. She can't take a shower. She can't do anything. What a bad life she has. Therefore, she decided to pass away via mercy killing. Do you agree it or not?

Shi-Ba Jia

Is there anyone know where is the Shi-Ba Jia of Taishan? Yes, it's located in Taipei county where stay between Sinchung and Wukuo. I want to share you some information about this place and hope you can live there if you plan to buy a house in near future. I will divide to three parts of this presentation to live conditions, transportation and the cost of buying house.

The first is live conditions. There are some schools where located there, and it includes two elementary schools, two secondary schools and on high school. The distance between these school approximate 500 meter. And there is a public market and two libraries as well. About the restaurants, you can find many kinds of restaurant such as Italian restaurant, noodle restaurant and so on.

The second is transportation. This place has one direct line from the public market to Taipei station, and it's only cost about thirty minutes even the hot time in morning or after work. And it’s without any charge another word is free. And then, the MRT system of the international airport line will be done in 2012, and it should be free for one month I guess. And it just spends three to five minutes from Shi-Ba Jia to the first expressway. It’s really convenience.

The third is the cost of buying house, do you know how much money if you want to buy a house in Sinchung and Taipei city? Yes, it has a sky price that we can touch hardly. And the price of Taishan is only one hundred and eighty thousands per Pin. Where you can buy the house with such more good conditions in Taipei County?

In conclusion, Shi Ba Jia is a good place to live or invest. The reasons as mentioned are that good live conditions, convenience transportation and reasonable price.

What are you waiting for?

Don’t waste your time anymore, just buy the house in Taishan and trust me that you will never regret your diction. Thank for your listening.

Solar Energy

Solar energy should be more widely used in the near future. There are some reasons to support my opinion as follow. At first, solar energy can be used unlimitedly, and secured from anywhere in the earth. Furthermore, the cost of this resource is without charge for it is a kind of natural energy that is free to obtain. And then, it would not cause any pollution to endanger our environment. For example, solar energy can be made hydrogen via electrolysis technology. According to scientists, the hydrogen is the best fuel if it can be used effectively. And its residual product is the only water. Base on these reasons, I deem that the solar energy should be more widely used in the near future.

Terms

While in the process of closing and cleaning up old files, we have noticed some discrepancies with the HBL and the monthly report. I want to take this opportunity to bring this issues to your attention so that we can try to avoid such issues for future shipments. First we want to make sure that we are all on the same page and that we all understand the procedures in issuing OBL, TELEX/SURRENDERED, EXPRESS/SEAWAYBILL.

When sending us the pre alert and documents, we often receive the DRAFT HBL copy. We understand that DRAFT are issued to shipper to get their confirmation on how the BL is to be issued or if they will require OBL or TR or Express Released. However, the actual BL (whether ORI, or COPY) should be confirmed before vessel sails. There is no reason why we can not get the actual BL copy from your side.

A good way to relax yourself.

Many people who are working in tension, stress and fatigue life look for physical health and relaxation. Some kinds of exercise nowadays are popular, such as jogging, swimming, yoga, basketball, baseball, badminton, tennis and so on. I have chosen yoga to exercise and train for four years, and it is really good for me not only for staying in good health physically but also for keeping inner tranquility mentally. Doing yoga follows only some steps that include a suitable place, a yoga cushion, a set of loose clothes, some yoga movements and a peaceful mood.

First of all, a quiet and warm place is necessarily for the yoga exercise. It helps trainees adapt the new peaceable environment easily even when you do it at the office. Normally, I do yoga at living room or bedroom, and put a yoga cushion on the ground in order to create a place where I can do exercise freely.

Next, yoga exercise is a kind of stretch training; therefore, doing it is needed to wear a slack and loose T-shirt which absorbs sweat fully. The material, 95% polyester and 5 % elasticity fiber, of the clothes is the best choice. It can support the trainee to do any movement what he or she wants. Sometimes, I do yoga naked because I can see problems of pose clearly, and then I can adjust my pose in order to do it safely and correctly.

Next, there are lots of movement of yoga, such as mountain pose, forward bend, kneeling warrior, kneeling forward bend, downward facing dog, upward facing dog and etc. Never do the movements that you cannot endure. Doing the yoga movement must be step by step; otherwise, your tendon or muscle might be hurt. It is very import that warms up before any exercise. I usually do the yoga movements that are good for male. For example, kneeling warrior, praying mantis pose, camel pose and moon worship pose due to muscle training. I also feel quite comfortable after doing yoga and it also keeps me in a good health body.

Finally and the most importantly, after doing movements, the trainee has to lie down with a deep breathing and peace mood for fifty minutes at least, and then empty his or her mind. It’s the most import part of yoga due to that it helps the trainees to relax themselves completely. Later, they will feel relaxation than before. But never fall asleep; otherwise, it will be easily to catch a cold. I particularly like this part because it purifies my whole body when I empty my mind. I also feel very peaceful and comfortable mentally.

In conclusion, yoga is a great exercise for me. It benefits me for remaining a good physical condition and having a stable and quiet mind. It takes some steps which are an appropriate place, a comfortable cushion, easeful clothes, some yoga movements and a relaxing mood.

Hit By a Motorcycle!

My mother who called me at home told me that she was hurt due to car accident this morning. She collided head-on to a motorcycle when she rode her bicycle on the sidewalk. She shouted the rider who has full beard and said what's wrong with you? Why you rode your motorcycle on the sidewalk? She didn't realize that she was sitting on the ground and her knee was bleeding when she yelled with that guy. A stranger helped her up, but she can't stand anymore during that period. She ,therefore, was sent to the hospital with that guy who hit her. Meanwhile, she called and told me about this matter. And she said that she is fine after the doctor checked the x-ray of her left ankle, and the nurse also wrapped her right knee. Finally, she was sent to her house by that man, and that man told her he will take her to the hospital this Wed for re-examine. But there are some words was saying from my mother. She said she was fault due to that she can't ride her bike on the pavement, either. So she gave him an apology for her rude attitude, and said please take more care on the road.

Hearing Test!

I felt so frustrating today due to the hearing test. Six parts of topic with about fifty questions list in this test. At first, we can realize that a storyteller who mentioned some skills of story telling was interviewing by another reporter. The speaker said

that there are some points have to concern. That the story is your favorite or not is the first step, and then you have to see the photographs of the story, and see the words is the last step. But I still have some confused problems about the questions such as her mentioned about family and sentences. The second part is talking about the vocabulary of spank and storytelling. As my opinion, it's not a big problem if you has prepared the midterm exam. The next part is mentioned about a social party. It has five questions about a man want to meet a lady in the party, and what he plan to stay longer in the party. It was played a little quickly. But we still can find related information on the text book if you study hard. However, I still can't get the correct answers. The middle of this test paper is talking about a girl who named Jessica committed a crime. I'm convinced that it's the hardest part of this examination paper. uh-huh... Hope I can get eighty at least for this test.

Funny Story!

When my wife was pregnant with her first child. I always bring her to have the produces examines in the obstetrics and gynecology hospital. After three month, there is a good news from the Doctor. She said that we have a boy, but she can't so sure, sot she will confirm with us one or two weeks later. And she told me that the little boy's heart is so strong. We can hear it very clearly during the examination. Pu-Don, Pu-Don and Pu-Don. It's a strange but wonderful sound from his little heart. The time has passed for five month. We almost see his facial features on his face which was small as my fist.

At the meantime, the bad news was coming, the doctor said my boy has harelip. These words was broken our happiness. We try to find out the data about this problem, and check on Internet about the power of cosmetology. Finally, my co-worker in the last company told me that why you don't take your wife to another hospital? Then I brought her to the another hospital in Zhong Ho county. The magic was happened to my son. The harelip was disappear. And I checked with the doctor about this matter. You know what? The doctor told me, what you saw last time is meconium and its another name is called the baby's shit. Yes, the shit was on his face at that time. hahaha...

Then I continue to ask the doctor another question. Why the baby's dick is so small? Then the doctor was answered me without any think or consider : it's genetics, so you have to confirm with his father. Are you his father???

Another love story.

Is it possible to get together after fight? Yes, I think so. We were argued about their future for several times. But we both know that we don't really have any future due to some reasons which can't be solved during this period. But why we keep quarreling with pumpkin again even we have this common consensus?

"Where did you park your car?" he said. I said that I parked the car at next block. "What's problem?" I ask. "No, I just want to send you to the parking lot in order to confirm your safety."he replied. We don't have much words on the road. I just wonder why he want me to go home so early. Doesn't he know we just be together less than three hours? Or he has another meeting later? I think so much about his next step. Maybe he just wants to give me a surprise or anything else. But nothing was happened. Later, I drove to home after said goodbye. I don't understand what's wrong with us. And he just said: nothing.

The question"s" are the reason why the couple has the argument. This side has more questions, but the other side that never give any positive responds because of understanding each other. Never tell your lover that I though you understand me. Because I don't know everything if you don't say anything.

A short story about love.

You said that you will give me your love slowly because you know how to love a person now. So I don't complain why I never feel your love strongly when we are being a couple. And I believe that you will bring me a different and special feeling about love. Then I open the circle where closed me from the injured of love last time. I told myself, you're the one and last who I want in my life.

Several year has passed, we have our own memories and tears. I am so glad of having you. And you stand by me to pass through the time that felt the worst period. But now, why we can't find out our unspoken consensus even we still love each other, and I also realize that you afraid of saying about yourself. You said you need time to consider about this relationship. But do you hold that we still can have the same attitude for our love as before if you still want to keep it? Or you just want to find some reasons that won't hurt the other side if you don't want to? What's wrong with us? I wonder the best way is keeping our own duty and leaving alone each other. Maybe it's the best way to keep friendship or maybe not. Undeniably, it's the best to protect someone who you want to protect.

But the words in my deeply heart are I believe we can solve any problem if we still love each other.I love you. And you?

Man proposes, God disposes. week 42

Everyone has right to live, but what situation will cause a person to lose right to control his or her life? The story happened last February. The patient, my father, had gotten a cancer after examined. His doctor in charge hoped we could accept to remedy our father in negative therapy way due to cancer last stage. I accepted the doctor's suggestion after discussed with my family members. At last, he was died with our blessing next two months later.

The cell phone rang while I was going to bed. My father complained to me about bad service of the Mackay Memorial Hospital, and then he told me the reason why he went to this hospital. He got diabetes, and it caused his weight kept decreasing. I asked him never to touch the sweet foods and control the calorific capacity. Then he hung up the phone after exchanging a civility. I found the blood sugar machine from Internet when I worked in Shanghai during this period, and had my friend to send it to my father next day. I asked him to record his blood sugar index every time, so that he could provide the report to the doctor when he returned to examine. Unfortunately, his blood sugar index was always over 250 degree even he controlled appetite very well. He was sent to the hospital when he fell down in a swoon in the bathroom.

My mother called me sadly and asked me to come back to Taiwan because of father's illness. I handed over my work to the colleagues in Shanghai and flew to Taiwan right away. My mother told me that my father got the liver cancer, and his cancer is the fourth stage when I arrived to the hospital. "It's not real." I yelled. Sadly, every single word from her mouth was absolutely authentic. The tears were dropped from my eyes, and it seemed that I could hear the sound of them dropped to the ground.

After that, I have checked with several hospitals if they have any opportunity to save my father's life. Unfortunately, they can't provide the target medicine to the person who even got the liver cancer in the fourth stage. Another word, his efforts were all in vain to take the current medicine. I was frustrated by their rejection. The doctor of Chang Gung Hospital suggested that we could consider buying the target medicine by our own. But it costs NTD 250,000 per month for such kind of medicine. Even though it could not save him, and it just could extend his life two or three months longer. It's totally beyond our imagination that we still couldn't help him to survive even though we spend our family fortune.

At last, we had no choice but to agree with the doctor to treat him in negative therapy way. It was miserable that I couldn't do anything for my father nor to share his pains. But my mother told me, "Man proposes, God disposes. Your father will live in our mind forever and ever."

LIVE IN A SUIT!

I really don't understand how to invest the stocks and foundations. I was lived in a suit again. My friend told me one stock will be increased from 32 to 90 three months later. According to this reason, I bought one set of this stock. At beginning, the rate was went up from 32 to 40, I sold one set and felt very happy due to earning eight thousands dollar. And the nightmare was coming. I saw the rate was increased step by step till 48 dollars. Then I bought it again in NT$48. And I prayed it could keep increasing. But the rate was decreased while I bought. It's hard to believe it. My friend told me you might buy another one once it decreased to a hold point. Therefore, I bought another one when it cost 36.8. And guess what? The rate was increased to 38.6. I felt so glad due to the increasing. I think that the spring is coming again, and I can cover my lost very soon. Unfortunately, it was fell from the next day from 38 to 32. Somebody could tell me what's going on? I really want to kill myself. I check with my friend about this matter. Then he just left one statement "Never hear any side-street news to invest the stock." Now, I am still living in this suit and wait the securer to save me.

KINGPOST!

How are you doing? It’s very glad that we have a smooth meeting yesterday. Hope we have an opportunity to handle your further shpts in near future.

At first, I am sorry for the waiting. I have checked with our branches office about the ocean freight from Shanghai to the destinations where you mentioned last morning. But they seem still wait the freight information from carrier, because the freight may be gone down and offered after CN national holiday; therefore, I will re-confirm it with our Shanghai office and revert once available. Another hand, I had gotten the air freight to Paris, but they need the MSDS in order to confirm with air line whether they accept this commodity or not. Would you please send me the MSDS in advance? Believe me, they know the cargo situation, they just need it to confirm. Million thanks for your understanding and assistance.

SAVE THE BOY!

Do you want to save your daughter or your son? Only one child could be survived said by rescue worker. The story was happened after Tangshan earthquake in 1976. The mother told the rescuer to “save the boy”. But the daughter was heard this three words from her mother’s mouth clearly. And it also hurt her mind deeply.

However, this girl was woke up next her dead father after the surviving action. But she can’t remember anything after the shocks when the rescuer asks her anything. The girl was grown up year by year, and her foster father has tried to arouse her memory. But she still can’t remember anything. And the strange thing is she never wants to go back to Tangshan during the years of her growth.

Many years has passed. The girl has her own baby who grows up in single parent family. The girl told her foster father that she never forget everything at that day. She just doesn’t want to believe that her mother only wants to save her brother not her. She can’t forget her mother even twenty years later. How come the few words could be affected the girl so profoundly? Because she couldn't be saved; or her mother said "Save the boy."

It’s a sad and touching story. Really touching…

Let's stop seeing each other!

Let's stop seeing each other. You have cried whole night when you listened this sentence.

I hope you can understand that it's not easy to speak out from my mouth as well when we pass through these years. We shared some reasons why we have to stop seeing each other. I know that these reasons can't convince you. But we can't take charge of family members each other, right? However, you have to do something of the traditional culture of Taiwan. I know that not only your parents but you want to have one in your deep mind. And I also know that you can't make the decision if we still together. Therefore, I do this decision even it breaks my heart deeply. My dear, I really hope you can have it in your life. Because it's your and your parents' hope. You know I always support your anything.

Some tips for speech for memorize.

I saw some tips which offer quick and practical tips and ideas from the Harvard Business. And these tips are very likely with the tips which taught by teacher. So I can't wait to share with my dear classmates. Please see the list as below.

At first, keep your feet planted and stand up straight. This will convey poise and strength, even if that's not what your're feeling. And don't memorize unless the speech is not long. The anxiety of trying to remember your sentences will only make you task harder. And then, find a suit place for your hands. Put them in one place. For example, on the sides of the podium, and then forget about them. If possible you will bring them up naturally to gesture as long as they have a place to return. Finally, practice, practice and practice. Rehearse as many times as you can, in an environment as close to the experience as possible.

I don't know how many classes have to do speech. Hope I can pass these classes as usual. :)

HOW TO PICK OUT THE GIFT?

As I approach the friend's birthday, it's time to give back to my best friend for her nice treating for whole year. I try to make the homemade gift, but my fingers seem belong to others. They can't follow my instructions to do homemade gift or anything. So I have given up to do these kind gifts even it's simple and effective ways to show my appreciation.

When the lady told me that the candles which has wonderful smell is the best gift for the best friend. But I never know what the smell is called good smell for my friend. How about body lotions or cosmetic? Or she may has faithful brand. So it's not good idea for me to pick up the gift. Coffee mugs or perfume don't make good their appreciation gifts as well. How hard to pick out the gift which suit someone. Till I met this store where sell the products of sliver. I picked up a ring which has simple style. I know it's really suit you due to uncomplicated.

Thank you so much, my best friend.

WRITING IS NOT EASY FOR ME!

I don't know how to improve my writing skill. My classmate told me that I wrote too less essays. Therefore, I bought a book which mention how to increase your level of writing. Hope it can help me to get over my problems of writing.

Many people use "I think, I believe and I consider" to indicate what they are thinking. But the high class of writing always use "I am convinced, I deem, I hold, undeniable or Indisputable... etc to express what they think. On the other hand, they use " It's challenge-able, It's disputable or it remains doubtful" to show what they don't believe or disagree.

A more insightful example is we can use "whereas, surprisingly or accompanied by the fact" to change "but or however". This example doesn't stand alone. we also can use "An image that never slips from my mind is... or Amemory that will never fade away is ,,," to instead of "I will never forget, I'll always remember...".

There are some other ways to make my skill of writing well. I hope I can have a great score this semester.

HAVE LOST!

Where I can go to today? I have worked for twelve years. I do the same works every day. I don't have any interesting in shipping anymore. But what can I do except the job of shipping? I always turn on the computer at eight-thirty in the morning, wash my cup, and then check my mail. Normally, I can finish the mail work before lunch. After that, I don't have any work before off-duty besides quoting. It's a big problem. I try to find my passion of work. Having a sales call is the first step if you want to find any outstanding accomplishment. Collecting the target accounts is the second. Then do the best to secure these target accounts. I know all of these steps. But I just don't want to do these kinds of job. Do you have this experience? Hope you don't have it. Because it's really sand when you don't know what you want to do in your working time.

I try to leave this job. But I believe that there is no change if I still have this terrible attitude. Is there any one can offer any suggestion? Or I can't accept any word but myself.

LOVE

Happy birthday to you!!

Fefe told us that no hope in his life when we celebrated his birthday.

We have no words about this sentence which spoke from his mouth suddenly.

He doesn't understand why his lover can't accept his love even he has pursued more than 20 years.

His tear was dropped from his eyes. And we ...still keep silent. Because we know that he won't accept any comment.

Love is so strange. Many people have controlled it very well, but others never find out the trick.

There is a lady called to the radio station and said that she only believe herself.

Because her boyfriend just dropped her last month. Another call was ringing. And it's a happy guy.

He is falling in love. But he is convinced that the love has to devote "each other".

There is no one can accept to devote without feedback anymore.

What's the end of love? Most people say that love will became to family member.

But it can't make your heart to jump quickly anymore. Only ordinary life is around you and your family who had called lover.

Storage Fee!

IT WILL BE VERY VERY EXPENSIVE.

I BELIEVE IT IS ABOUT USD 12,000.00 INCLUDE EMPTY RETURN.

PLUS CARRIER CONTAINER DETENTION CHARGE.

( FREE TIME 3-4 DAYS & USD 100.00— USD150.00 / DAY)

IF THE CARRIER CAN ACCEPT RETURN EMPTY AT TORONTO.

PSL LET ME KNOW WHICH CARRIER & I WILL FIND BETTER RATE FOR THIS QUOTE.

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I HAVE ANOTHER CUSTOMER WHO IMPORT FROM SHENZHEN FOR STEEL PIPE &

TRANS-LAOD CNTR IN VANCOUVER.

FINALLY, CARGO ARRIVEDD TORONTO DAMAGED SINCE

CRATE DAMAGED & BROKEN WHILE IT PULLS OUT FROM CNTR & PUSHSING INTO CNTR AGAIN. FINALLY THE LOST CARGO ABOUT USD 15,000.00 TOTOAL.

THUS, WE NEVER CONSIDER TO TRANS-LOAD CNTR IN VANCOUVER.

WE WILL ONLY HANDLE THE CARGO WHEN THE EMPTY CNTR ALLOW TO BE RETURNED TO TORONTO.

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OTHERWISE, YOU CAN CONSIDER TO SHIP CNTR TO NEW YORK BY ALL WATER VSL &

WE CAN ARRANGE SHIP TO TORONTO IN-BOND & CLEAR CUSTOMS IN TORONTO &

RETURN EMPTY TO NEW YORK.

COST ABOUT USD 4,750.00 / CNTR. FROM NEW YORK TO TORONTO.

LOCAL DELIVERY COST IN TORONTO AREA WILL BE ADDITIONAL.

HOWEVER, NO MATER T/S VIA VANCOUVER OR NEW YORK,

YOU ALL NEED TO CONSIDER ADDITIONAL COST FOR:

CONTAINER DETENTION ( FREE TIME ONLY 3-4 DAYS FORM CARRIER)

&ADDITIONAL DRIVER WAITING TIME CHARGE: USD 65.00 / HOUR.

(WHEN CNEE CAN NOT UN-LOAD CNTR IMMEDIATELY.)

NEW YORK TO TOROTNO 2 DAYS

DELIVERY : 2 DAYS

EMPTY RETURN 2 DAYS

TOTLA NEED AT LEASTLY 6 DAYS BACK & FORTH FORM NEW YHORK TO TORONTO.

IF CNEE CAN NOT TAKE DELIVERY IMMEDIATELY, WE WILL NEED TO WAIT &

MORE DETENTION CHARGE WILL BE OCCURED.

Be a father again!

My little boy, Gary, was came back to Taipei from his grandparents at Tainan. He packed his personal stuff which include toy and books from the morning till the day before we came back to Taipei. I have felt nervous about his studying. What school can suit his degree? What books are best for him? Then I have decided to let him go to castle school.

He was cried every morning after go the castle school. Because he can't be used to study at this school. He told me that the classmates were laughed him due to his Taiwanese-Chinese tone. Another hand, his English can't follow teachers' step. He has no idea about teachers' sentences. Even that he was the first one to go to school is another reason that cause him crying. He cry every day and every time. Sometimes, I really want to kill myself about this boy.

I have asked the school to teach him the basic English after discussed with this teacher. And I told him that he will has a Taiwanese class when he goes to the elementary school. How lucky you can speak English? I also adjusted the time to go to office in order to let him be the second one to go to the school.

I am glad that my boy came back with us finally. But I don't have my personal space and time anymore.Is it worth? Per my friends, enjoy the time at which he thirsts to stay with you. And you will have no chance to let him stay with you once he grew up.

Habit!

Habit, it's an action that be created by time.

I always go to 7-11 every morning, and find something for my breakfast.

I still choose a bread with a cup of coffee after walk around whole store as usual.

I always open the mail box and play the music which our favorite song when I am in office.

I wash my cup and fill up the cup with the water before work.

There are so many choices in our life. We might have to face a lot of choices everyday. What we want to eat?What we want to do, play and see...etc. Even we make the choice everyday. But we.... always choose the same thing as usual because of habit.

Habit, it's an action that be created by time.

Does the couple still has the love? Or they only have habit each other? But I can't find any defect even the couple only have only habit. It helps you to be used to do something for your her or him. You might do anything for your lover naturally without any thinking. In the meanwhile, you don't feel that you always pay for your lover, or you may feel you are used to have your lover in your life. Then it calls true love.

INCEPTION!

Do you know when you into your dream? Can you remember it? This movie is so special, I never see this kind of movie. It tells that someone steel something in your dream. But I assume that the actors have their own subconscious in mind deeply. For example, the Japanese, he afraid to be an old man. Because he doesn't know what he can do when he is an old guy. The chief actor can't face his wife due to her subconscious. His wife wants to live in reality. But they always want to find it in their dream. About the researcher, he is really want someone to try his research about the deep sleep. You can realize that these guys have their own secrets, and they afraid that anyone knows it. Do you?

Global Warming!

What lifestyle changes could you make to reduce your own carbon footprint?

Do you feel that the weather is changing hot and hot? Yes, the temperature is higher than before approximate three degrees during this hundred years. It's a serious problem that we have to face from now on. And I am goint to talk about three parts of my lifestyle changes. First of all, I try to use the mail or msn instead of fax machine. I have to send some quotations or inquiries to agents and clients every day, and it needs several pieces of paper to print the text and then fax to them before. Nevertheless, I ask them don't print it if it's really necessary now.
Second, we always have a meeting every week in order to discuss the business or marketing. And the meeting usually spend about two hours. Honestly, we never get any effective news. Therefore, I have decided to control the time of meeting so as to save the power of lighting and air conditioner. The last one is to be a vegetarian. It's not easy for me. Especially, I have eaten meat for thirty four years. But I try to eat one meal per week, and then one day per week. I believe that I can be a vegetarian two or three days a week in the future. To sum up, how to have a low carbon living is a major lesson in the near future. We have to learn from these basic knowledges to protect the earth where we live.

About the reading class.

1. Mind Mapping

2. Changes of Students attitudes toward reading

3. SQ3R

4. Using context clues

5. Summarizing to Gist

6. Identifying Authors's Viewpoints

7. apply text structure

8. Activating prior knowledge

9. Using Questions

10. Using Visualization

Above reading strategies which collected from classmates are very effective in reading. I always can not find out the meaning of the article when I read the essay before. Because I don't know what's the correct way to read the short essay, and I don't know the meaning of the vocabularies as well. I think it is always my big problem when I was reading. Luckily, I know how to solve these problems after study this reading class. Normally, the first step is checking the title and the last sentence of the essay. And the second is checking the pictures. It is always the main idea that the authors wants to express to reader.

About the new words that I never seen before. I can try to guess the meaning of vocabulary by the words or sentence next to these new words. Basically, I can reach the meaning of the vocabulary about 60 percent. We also had the chance to speak the essay during our class. It is a special and amazing experience. I don't remember that I have been spoken the English to classmates before. Even though I have felt nervous, but I like this feeling. It can not only train to speak to audiences but find the problems of pronunciation.

We have learned the ten reading strategies for three weeks. In my opinion, "Mind Mapping" is the effect of reading strategy for me. It is the best way to remember new words. It also can make you to think more idea about the essay. To sum up, we have to use these tools to study the reading, no matter what strategy we want to use. Or we will have nothing from this reading class.

Waiting Cost!

WE CAN NOT DROP CNTR IN EDMONTON & GO BACK TO GET IT RETURN.

IT WILL COST ADDITIONAL USD 3,000.00

WE HAVE NO CHOICE & NEED TO HAVE DRIVER WAITING AT EDMONTON TILL THE CNTR EMPTY & THEN RETURN EMPTY TO VANCOUVER.

TRUCKER WILL CHARGE US USD 65.00 / HOUR WAITING TIME CHARGE.

IT WILL BE CALCULATED FROM THE DRIVER’S ARRIVAL OF THIS AFTERNOON TILL HE LEFT TOMORROW. AS PER BELOW E-MAIL FROM CHRIS OF THE APPOINTED WAREHOUSE TO ROBB OF THE USA VENDER’S LOGISTIC COMPANY.

THEY WILL DO THE BEST TO START TOMORROW MORNING &

SHOULD ONLY FINISH UN-LOADING AFTERNOON. (NOT SURE WHAT TIME)

SO WAITING TIME EXPECTING LIKE 24--26HOURS.

TOTAL WILL BE: USD 65 X 24--26 HOURS = USD 1,560.00—USD 1690.00

WE WILL SEND YOU TRUCKER’S INVOICE ONCE WE HAVE IT.

SHIPPER SHOULD LOAD THE CNTR REASONABLE & ALLOW CNEE

OR ANYONE TO DE-STUFF THE CNTR REASONABLY.

IF ANY SPECIAL CONDITION, SHIPPER SHOULD LET YOU KNOW IN ADVANCE &

LET CNEE GET PREPARED IN ADVANCE.

SO CNEE WILL HAVE SPECIAL EQUIPMENT READY IN ADVANCE & TO AVOID DRIVER WAITING TIME. NOW, WE NEED YOU TO NEGOTIATE WITH SHIPPER & CHARGE DRIVER WAITING TIME TO SHIPPER SINCE CNEE REFUSE TO PAY IT & USA VENDER ALSO REFUSE TO PAY IT TO US. I BELIEVE, USA VENDER WILL ALSO TALK TO SHIPPER ABOUT THIS ISSUE DUE TO ADDITIONAL UN-LOADING COST BY USING SPECIAL EQUIPMENT AT WAREHOUSE.