HAVE LOST!

Where I can go to today? I have worked for twelve years. I do the same works every day. I don't have any interesting in shipping anymore. But what can I do except the job of shipping? I always turn on the computer at eight-thirty in the morning, wash my cup, and then check my mail. Normally, I can finish the mail work before lunch. After that, I don't have any work before off-duty besides quoting. It's a big problem. I try to find my passion of work. Having a sales call is the first step if you want to find any outstanding accomplishment. Collecting the target accounts is the second. Then do the best to secure these target accounts. I know all of these steps. But I just don't want to do these kinds of job. Do you have this experience? Hope you don't have it. Because it's really sand when you don't know what you want to do in your working time.

I try to leave this job. But I believe that there is no change if I still have this terrible attitude. Is there any one can offer any suggestion? Or I can't accept any word but myself.