What is Next?

I am used to work as a manager for a small company. Actually, I don't make more money for this company due to slow market, but it makes me under a lot of stress. I unwind by exercise. I don't want to talk with my wife and my child. I seldom have time to take a vacation. Is it my real life? I doubt it.


Suddenly, I realized that I am not happy. I even don't know whether get out of the rut I was in or not; so I have considered if I have to quit my job or work attitude. I have a idea that start a part-time job which handle the shipment via my friend's company, and I pay him the handling charge. Can it change my life? Or I just don't want to do the shipping forwarder anymore.


My friend who works in government said just go with the flow and do whatever seems that I have to do that day. I know what I have to do is doing well, but I know it's not what I want. Does my household accept I make less money? I don't think so. I have to support these two family, and I can't stand I don't have enough money in my pocket. Thus, I have to work hard in order to afford these bills.


My co-worker ask me why I don't buy a car? I said I can't breath almost due to loan of house. How come I can buy a car? Or I just don't have a enough sense of safe?
The money is not multi-purpose, but we can't do anything without the money.