Dream III

What’s it? Is it hair you draw? I saw a fishtail, and it was moving… The story was beginning from this image.

We married with the friends and parents blessing. Unfortunately, I got a strange ill after few years later.

And it is hard to cure. The doctors have no ideas about this kind of diseased. Then you tell that you want to take me to your hometown in order to find the medicine if it has. Suddenly, you brought me into the ocean when I realize that I stop breathing in natural. You asked me to breathe without worried. Unbelievable, I can breathe in the water. I just wonder that I became a fish or something. The feeling is so strange. And then we slept in a hole that located in the deep of the ocean. I was scaring that a human skeleton which slept beside me when I woke up. What’s matter?? Where are you? I called your name. But you disappeared without any traces. And then my body was cured without pain.

I woke up. It’s a dream. You’re still sleeping next to me. Do you have a dream now? And what’s your dream? Anyway, thanks God that you still here.

Strange.

You wore a pair of checker pants and a coat. And you walked on the road where is near my apartment.

I got your calling that asked me down the stair. I wore a T-shirt and a pair of jeans, and ran to the road. The wind was swept my face coolly when I looked at you.

The stores were closed and few people on this road. It seems only us here. You lead me into an alley, and tell me to be carefully. As you can see, some questions in my mind. Where you want me to go with you? You keep walking and silent. Thirty minutes more or less has past.

I saw a pub that stayed at the side of the alley. You want to stay there for couple of hour. “No problem”, I said. You ordered a cup of beer and a plate of peanut. And you said that I have to get up now. Dream again… uh-huh

Fly!

I made some dreams when I was slept deeply. And the dream that I remember is of I fly. In the dream, I can across the river, through the forest, run on the road, jump to the hill, and sometimes I stand on the top of a tree. I just open my arms and fly in the sky. And then I fallen from the top of the tree to the ground. I realize that I opened my eyes when I have shaken in this fancy. I enjoy this kind of feeling even I know that it's only a dream. I will run some steps in order to help to fly into sky; and sometimes, I felt tired after flied in the sleep. I even doubt that I am a bird. I was dropped again last night, but I dropped from a balcony. I can't remember whose house. I know I was dropped from the second this time. It's not hurt, but I just woke up scarely.
Did you make this kind of dream before? Share your experience.
People said that I might need the fresh air; or leave this city to take a relax. So I made this kind of dream. Do you think it's real? Someone said you just dream when you want to be. Is it true?

Library in Sanshan

I found a library where located in Giankuo and Minchun road in Taipei city. And it's located at B1 of Sunshan building. This library has five tables and twenty chairs. You can see the books about delicious foods here, and you also can find the videos besides books there. But you can't lent the books out due to their rules. They have free coffee and tea, and you just pay them how much you want to pay. You can also check the information you need by their computer system, or use their copy machine by copy card which cost NT one dollar per piece of paper.

Because it's hard to find a quiet place to read your text book for the test in Taipei, and that's why I introduce this place to you. But they only open for the working time from Mon to Fri and from nine am to 5pm. Therefore, I always have a annual to read the text book there. And I can't find any one in this library besides the reception.

Please feel free to go to this place for reading. By the way, in case you feel hungry, they also have "Dunkin Donuts" at lobby. You can buy a donuts if you want. :D

Bless my friend!

I have a friend who has a part-time job in a kindergarten in Taoyuan. Her age, 34, is same as me. Her hope is having her own baby. Unfortunately, she or her husband can't have a baby smoothly even they have tried many ways in order to do the pregnancy. But we never hear any good news from her. We usually avoid to talk about this kind of problem because we afraid that she will feel sad except she mentioned it. But the problems still here and never disappear.

I received a letter that wrote by hand from this friend last year. It mentioned that she had twins this time at beginning. But she lost these two babies due to the uterus problem. I cried because of this bad news. She didn't remember how many needles or drugs for the pregnancy this time. She also said that her husband was cried outside because of that he did not want my friend to know about his emotion at this hard time. What a bad news for this couple.

Then, my friend try to contact with Tzuchi which a group of Buddhism, and she wants to do some good things with them. I don't know if she has any intention for this action. But my other friends who know her as well don't understand why she made this choice that join to Tzuchi group. Could she find her hope there? We wonder! Anyway, good luck.

Watch me, I am seeking the number one.

It's so nervous of race. My boy stood at the line on the runway and ready to run. And I can see his eyes are looking for me. It's my first time to join the race with him. I can realize that how much he want me to see him when he was run at the racing. Six children were standing on this line and waiting the sound of gun. It caused me to has a memory when I was a child. I did the same thing at that time. And you can not find anything in my brain except seeking the number one. The gun was shooting. Those boys were running in the same time. My boy was seen a boy who ran beside him when he is running. I deem that he doesn't know he might lose this race if he still look at him. I shut at him that "Look ahead" & "G0! Go! Go!" It's like I am on the runway. The feeling is so special that I am Gary, my son, during this period.

Yes, he won the race and got a present. At the same time, he is looking for me, and he said did you see it? I sought the number! I sought the number! He repeated.

Of course, I saw it from the beginning to the end, my dear. Congratulations, I added.

I am so glad that I am here to join the race with you, my dear son. I spoke these words in my deeply mind.

A sport meet!

PAPA! Wake up! Wake up! My son called me anxiously and loudly at six o'clock. The sport meet will be held at seven. We have to prepare and go to school right now. I opened my eyes and beg him to give me more five minutes. How come the school hold a sport meet so early I condemned in my mind. "Dady...." said by my son. "Okay!! I got up already. I murmured to give him a respond. Why you never get up on time when you have to go to school every day? The sound like I bark at him. I helped him to brush his teeth, and asked him to wash his face by himself. Few minutes later, we went to have breakfast in his mother's work place. His mother asked him what number you want to secure at the running race this time. "Number two" I replied to his mother before he say anything. But he said he will get the number one as usual. I just afraid that he said this kind of words because of the pressure in his mind. But I am still glad that he has this kind of indomitable attitude. Another hand, that I am worried his this kind of attitude will hurt him as well.

Anyway, I love you. I am proud to be your father forever, my son.

Dream II

It's raining outside, and you just stand behind my office without an umbrella. I called your name loudly, but you don't seem to listen my voice. I wonder what's happened with you, and then you ran away. The strange thing is that I didn't chase you this time. And you didn't turn your head as well. Just ran and ran... Then, I woke up to pee.
Unbelievable, the dream was continued when I fell into sleep. You has gone to a house which made by wooden with me. The house has two windows where stayed at right and left side. It's dark outside. You turned on the light and said nothing until you found a comfortable sofa where in the middle of living room. You asked me something, but I can't remember when I woke up.
What you said to me? How come I can't remember it anymore? Oh my.
It's not easy to write the dream because it's not a complete story. But I will try to write down eveything I can remember.

Dream!

I walked on the beach, but I can't see the ocean. I dare not wake up for fear that you leave me away. Unfortunately, I only can see you in the dream. The lines of your face is not clear even I try my best to want to see you clearance. But nothing is changed. Your face is blurred as usual. You ask me where you want to go. "Nowhere" was spoken from my mouth without considering. Lightly smile was swept from your face and stayed in my mind. I don't know what's your meaning. But I don't mind because I never own you anymore. Suddenly, the scene was changed to another place where seems your home. I kissed your neck smoothly, and you gave me a smile again. I wonder why you don't say anything to me? Or we don't have any common sentences? We have stood for a while, and you have realized that I just want to disappear from your eyes as soon as I can. You said that hurry up leave me along so that you have a world that you want to have. Tears dropped and dropped, and it seems never stop.

Yes, I afraid your tears.

No, I woke up. I lose you again...

The dream is so strange, you are so strange, but am I usual?

Mercy Killing

Do you agree "Mercy Killing"? The actress has gotten breast cancer when she was thirty one years old. She went through eighteen times to the chemotherapy. And she also cut her right breast during the course of treatment. She felt so sad due to that she doesn't be a woman anymore when her breast disappear. Sadly, her husband has secured other women for his own sensuality. She want to divorce when she discovered her husband was having extramarital relations. She lost her life anymore, and her ill condition became bad and bad. But her husband try his best to convince her to keep this marriage and he will give up this relation with that woman. Six months later, her ill was controlled very well. And the doctor can't find any tumor in her breast. She is very happy because she can leave this kind of live anymore. But the situation was changed when she enjoy her new life. The doctor found the cancer was shifted to her liver. And she only has three months to live...

Uh-huh, she said that it's a good new which known when she will pass away. She can't control her dropping. She can't take a shower. She can't do anything. What a bad life she has. Therefore, she decided to pass away via mercy killing. Do you agree it or not?